Master(s) and servant(s) ?

To my master:

I don’t know why I let you sleep. I did try to wake you. I want to be punished. I want to suck your rock hard cock and have you spank YOUR ASS the whole time and tell me to do better. I want to choke on your cock and be spanked the whole time and told how much I love it. I love when you make me beg for more and for harder.

I had a dream today and sir, you were brutal. You beat your ass until I couldn’t / wouldn’t keep my hands down, I had tears in my eyes and you put the handcuffs on me and shoved my face into a pillow, and kept switching from tool to tool, whip, crop, paddle, belt, Cane. You didn’t’ just make me cry sir, you made me beg and cry and you still said no. You beat me more and more. Then you fucked me hard. I want you to own me. I want you to not hold back, (that’s why I like it when we drink. I still think you hold back, but not as much when you have had a few shots. ) I want you to make me feel afraid.

I want to choke on your cock while you beat me. I want to cry and beg you to stop and have you force me to beg for more or harder, or both. I want you to tell me to get you a drink and have you follow me into the kitchen and spank me because whatever I am doing is the wrong way, maybe you wanted the ice in the glass first, maybe I poured the drink to weak or too strong, 1 too many ice cubes, too slow, wrong glass. Whatever. I want to be your slave when we have our sessions. I want to be gagged and beaten, I want to be forced to count the number of strikes, You don’t want to gag me, just tell me to be quiet, and if I’m not, punish me to make me quiet. I want my knees to give and have you grab my hair and force me to stand for more. As long as you come inside your ass or your pussy; I will do anything to feel that.

I love how my pussy feels when you go in deep the first time, and how my nipples get hard. I love how much my ass hurts and aches when you push in, and I fight to beg you to stop but don’t; and even when I do you tell me to shut up or to just take it and then you push hard. I love being told to hold my ass cheeks apart so you can get a look at both holes stretched out.

I didn’t wake you when I was told to.
I drank the drink I prepared for you and then refilled your glass.
I put my hair in a braid and you wanted a ponytail.
I put my hair in a ponytail and you wanted a braid.
I am not doing what you tell me too fast enough, or right.
Spank me because I took what you told me to take.
Reward me with whips because I took the crop.

It doesn’t’ matter to me what the reason is, I just want to be punished. Please master.

I want you to make me cry but I am afraid of at the same time. But I love being afraid if you, of how far you might push me; how far you want to push the line of what we do. I will do and try anything my master wants me too.