Couple in ravenna, ohio

Well I thought about taking this profile down. But I decided to leave it up for a while to share my testimony.... My husband and I have been swingers for several years. Thinking we were going to be fulfilled by desires of the flesh. Until day my life changed. You see, I was born and raised Methodist. Religion to me meant reading a boring book, which I didn't understand. I comprehended the crucifixion, death of Jesus and that he was resurrected to life again. Over my life, I've had moments where I was on fire for God. Striving to reach that Christ like state. Then, the fire went out... I submitted to temptation instead of submitting to the Almighty who has forgiven me over, and over, and over and OVER again....I've turned my back on Him, done unholy things with women and men, surrendered my body to people instead of surrendering my life and my whole being to God. Nothing that I've ever done myself has worked out. Getting drunk every weekend, hiding myself and my sexual antics from my family. I thought I felt accepted but really it was a false sense of acceptance. Those things of the flesh never made me feel whole, I felt euphoria for a short time but then my problems were still there. The anxiety, anger and shame were always there. Then, Charlie Kirk was assassinated. And I've followed him for many years. His death hit me in a way I didn't expect. I cried off and on for days. What really surprised me was God's voice literally pulling me to Him. Im not the only who has said this. Thousands of people experienced this. I cannot explain it. But when I felt Gods presence wash over me, I completely surrendered to it. God has changed me and I've felt his presence stronger than ever. No on this earth can love you like God does. He sent his only son, Jesus, to die on the cross for us, for our sins. We were separated from God by sin and Christ paid the price with his life so we can spend eternity in heaven. When you accept Christ into your heart and surrender yourself to God, you change for the better. God can heal parts of you that no person, drug, or substance can. I pray that you say this prayer "Jesus, I know I am a sinner and I believe you paid the ultimate price for me. I ask forgiveness for my sins and ask you to dwell in my heart. Make me a new creation in you, Lord. In Jesus' name, amen". If you need someone to pray for you or with you, my inbox will be open for 30 days. Thank you for taking the time to read.. may God bless you and keep you.

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